July 2010
I fucking hate some people. The lot of them are two-faced liars. Sometimes I dont even know why I bother.
“There is no lonelier man in death, except the suicide, than that man who has...”
– Ernest Hemingway
Peanut Butter straight from the jar. Apple Jacks right out the box. Arizona Raspberry Iced Tea. There’s one crucial element amiss. Only you can fill this empty space next to me.
Revisiting fond childhood memories is a great way to reaffirm lifes importance. It doesn’t matter how long it’s been, once you’ve had good memories with someone, once you see them again it just feels like home.
There are really no words to express how stressed out I am at the moment. One of the most important people in my life, is back in jail. This time for the sheer fact that she is trying to stay clean, and that her loser scumbag boyfriend feels inadequate because her friends and sponsors in NA are more important to her than he is. He ran his mouth to her mother, and she believed him over her own...
Worry Wort
So i haven’t slept all night short of 2 hours between 8-10 where i passed out. Someone who is very important to me, is going through some rough times. Its her birthday today, but I have not heard from her since tuesday, and we usually have some form of communication everyday. Normally I don’t worry too bad if i haven’t heard from someone in a few days. But given the circumstances...
